Pretty god damn awesome today , made a point to pay attention in class today and study well for today , and some f*cktard went to spoil my whole plan , thank you so much , it was necessary.
Woke up at 6 , then i decide to sleep for another 5 minutes , this morning went to meet Xiaoqi , who is scared of training her immune system cause of the rain . For today , i brought a lot of stuff to study , my notes and textbook , was feeling good till one period , seriously , of all days , why choose the day i wanted to work hard on . I was feeling good after C/D cause the lesson was fun , no trouble , i was damn high , afterward , forget to bring one god damn paper , "Ok , those who never do nevermind , those who forgot to bring stay back after school for your punishment ." Then i was like wtf? , during that lesson i was sleeping all the way , seriously , damn boring already after that , i do rather study at home , its much more peaceful as well , rather than getting punishment for forgetting to bring one piece of paper , fine its my fault , i brace myself for the punishment , the thing is , "Oh , i have no time to punish you today , come back tomorrow ." . I am like seriously ? You ? No time , i understand as a teacher you do not have enough time , but i need my time too , despite my look , i do study when i am bored . Seriously ya know and of all days , choose the day where i like , great , thanks .
You state that you are trying to help us , by not hurting us . But then the comment you made time to time is hurtful to me , i can handle any problem , but to insult my interest is what i get on my nerve , its like , i put all my heart into finally having something to do in my life , and you say it ain't gonna save me , And you call that helping , yeah it helps a lot , it help me notice that there is no point listening to your "advice" you gave me . i follow my own footstep , you don't interfere with my path . Seriously.. lucky i have this. Rather than going around cursing and complaining , i rather write it down in this place , so people who don't want to read can just alt-f4 . Sigh , tomorrow , i shall go for that god damn punishment , if the response is same as today , i won't be going already , wasted a few minutes of my life . And you call that helping .. that is very necessary ..
Those we read this , forget this , i won't be bringing up in reality , so yeah . I ain't gonna go around saying this thing over and over again . Bloody hell . After so much Complaining , time to say about the fun time with my friend :D , forget some shit that i don't need to .
Its David birthday today :D , How lovely , He is such a cool guy , kind friend , and very patience in everything like what his father say "Ya , i know David is very patient , he is like those kind of people who would wait for the rain to come before going of the house . " Their English accent is so damn cool . i wish i have those accent . :[
yeah , got David a set of guitar string and helped him restring , I felt a sense of happiness when i saw his smile saying that he loves it a lot . Doing something i like at the same time making a friend happy , really makes me happy . Those eye that sparkles in joy , seeing that makes me feel as though i have accomplish another thing in life . i don't care what others think , but to me , i am just happy doing what i like to do . They asked me for my name , i literally said that my name is Neo instead of saying my real name first. Now thats how okay , i am with that name
His whole family is so kind , their dinner were nice . This is the conversation i had with his mum .
"This sauce is beef ."
"Beef?"
"Yes beef."
"oh...uhh , due to my religion i cannot take beef"
"oh.. i didn't know , then you should try this chicken soup , Filipino style."
"sure :D"
After that i took the spaghetti and add some chilli sauce to it and his mum was like
"Wow , i haven't see anyone eat spaghetti this way"
His brother's girlfriend : " yeah , never seen it before"
then i was like , i could survive on anything .
But then after i try it , it is nice ... very to be exact , i had a scrumptious meal :D
After that we went to play basketball , after that David thank us a lot of time for coming over to his house to celebrate his birthday , he is should a kind guy . After that i went home , on the road the comment that was said a few months ago keep repeating itself like a broken record , saying "You think that guitar can save you?." , "There isn't any point." , Then after that when i went into the shower i was like .
"You know what ? F*ck this , i am who i am , who is there to judge me when even the judge has to be judge ."
"The Happiness that was given just by a smile , is the greatest gift i could ever ask for ."
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