First fall and that is not all. Damn I'm good.

Wednesday, 2 April 2014

ITS ON THE RIGHT DATE OMG.
So, its my first time bringing Scorpi(my skate, yes, i named it. Damn i know.) out. Pretty cool, I tried to teach myself for I dont know, 2 hours? I fell 6 times. Amazing. But the thing is i scratch myself once.

Sexy i know

Pretty much all for today yeah. Skates and went to Luther's house for marinating, if you know what i mean :D BBQ TOMORROW. WOO YEAH. I THINK, I MA TAKE A LOT OF PICTURES. I WANT TO UPLOAD THEM.

"Its so good to see you in person again, learn to accept your flaws, because those flaws are exactly what makes you beautiful. Don't worry too much on how others think, cause i think you are beautiful."

Its great to finally be able to speak to you, you wouldn't believe how much I enjoyed myself. But you are fine the way you are. JAE is starting, Anders green is melting. I appreciate your appearance in my life. Best gift of the year.

-Left @ 11:43PM

A Bright Start

Wednesday, 2 April 2014 1:43 AM

Poly has been really fun to me. 5 Weeks of Poly and I'm already enjoying it. Even though I get shit partner for General Education 2. It all ends well ya know.
This is actually dedicated to 1 April, BUT WHO GIVES A SHIT RIGHT? LOLS
Looking back, I realise that I've been doing weird things in my life. Hopefully things would be different in Poly. Well, at least I feel that there is a difference right? Haha.
I've been in many people's problems now a day. Then I was hit by a question. "What is the heavy feeling I am feeling in my heart?" Funny how even I don't understand LOLS. I'm sorry, can't answer that.
But look at the bright side eh, I finally got myself a pair of Skates.

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YAYYYYYY

Maybe I will continue to blog like I used, even though no one is suppose to be looking at this. BUT WHO GIVES. Making my dream come true, I have 7 more years. I will achieve what i want to achieve! 

Still regret not joining FoC.

LIKE A GIRL. SO FAB.

-Left @ 2:00 AM 

Voices that still echo

29 March 2013 Rainy.

"あなたの声があなたの

顔が忘れられなくて

二人歩んだ日々は

私を一人弱くする

会う度にまた惹かれてく

事知ってて会いに行く

それでもいいの

心が叫ぶ あなたに会いたいと"

 Woke up with a headache till now in the night :( Went to Brian's cousin's birthday party. The people there are really nice and kind, watching those children play brings back old memories. Brian's Grandpa is really kind, wanted to drive me to my house. Thanks a lot!

Most of us have a place where it means something to us. For me for example, it is the curve outside Zhenghua park. As I walk home alone, I took the path that I used to talk to that special someone. Even though the place is said to be one of the darkest place in the night and supposed to be haunted, when I talked to her, it doesn't seem to matter anymore. It all happens during the time when I started working, since I always work overtime i usually call people for fun. Upon hearing her voice, I made up my mind that she is that someone I wanted to talk to. Till this day, even though we have not speak for quite awhile, I still miss our conversation together. Remember how you are bad with maths? It is your 'N' level year this year. Work hard, girl! I know you can surely do well, as a matter of fact, you will be able to get better than me! Sorry that I didn't manage to do what you hope I could, but hey, there is always someone better at doing that eh. I want you to know that, you open my eyes to see again, allowing me to be able to feel happy once more. Thank you.

"I hope he buys you flower, held your hand and give you all his hour. Do all the things that I  should've done when I was your man."

-JS 11:58pm

I was told.

1st July 2012,Monday 11:25pm

The world only works when one judge. Promise that was made can be broken in just a blink of an eye. The oath that you made, can be forgotten for what you want. I understand, but that feeling ; The loneliness, i don't want it anymore. Things used to go so well, you know? All i really wanted was for to feel as though we are a family. At the very least, what i want it to feel. But that's alright, like i say to some before: "In every story, that is always an end. You can either choose to end the story the good way or you can end it the bad way." In this case, i choose to let the story be, will the story continue? I don't know. But during my time, acting as my character, i felt this feeling that was lost to me a few years back. Those days was precious, is precious to me. I never wanted things to end this way, but a story gotta end when a story gotta end right? Thank you so much, for all you did in my life. I made an impact, i was able to see hope again. Hope you enjoy what you really feel like right now. Then i told myself, there's no point of being sad over this again, you found your newly found life. I will continue to find whats right for me. Thanks. - Left @ 11:58pm

Bad end.

18th June 2012 Monday 1:14AM

I've seen it with my eyes. I'm sorry for saying that much, i didn't want you to be sad anymore. No, not for the same reason. I promised you, 3 years ago, the thing that i said, i didn't do it :/ i can't do it. This is an ending. A bad end i would say, yes. If i were to be back there, i would probably tell you, what i want to say. Im sorry.. I didn't keep the promise i made, that oath that i made. Its hard, you know? To see you in that state.. But what good would I make eh? Hope, to see your smile, once more. That smile that i use to like looking at.

-End at 1:37AM

A Surprise visit.

Monday , April 15 2011.

Boring day , lesson was boring , i knew it studying at home is a lot more fun than studying outside with other people , ran 2.4 today now damn tired .
Then after school had guitar , today last training , ok maybe not , tomorrow last training till syf , good good :D Finally can get this over with , the funny thing about today is , got this random girl i just walked past her , yeah i walked past her a few time in the LRT and stuff then i don't really know her well so everytime i see her i will just ignore and do my own stuff then today while going to legend's class to pass him his stuff i saw her then i was talking to Brian so i don't know whats going on , she then turn around and wave in front of my face , i was like wth , so i was like , balls to it just wave back you don't want people to come telling you about you forget them and stuff .
Then before guitar was about to end a surprised visit from the principal and staff .
Was touched by the support :D

"Tomorrow will be our last training together ."

Post Published at 8:07pm

Fever coaster

Friday , 22 april 2011

Didn't post yesterday cause i was resting the whole day , i knew it after the fire drill i felt a lil weird , i never liked going out in the morning , feel so tired right now , yesterday i felt as though my whole body is over heating , from 39.1 degree til 38.1 degree till 36.5 which is today , then back to 37.6 then finally now drop back to a normal degree . Always happen sigh , my mind was filled with a lot of stuff yesterday , oh well .
Today was the most boring day ever , don't feel so good , like a hang over , yeah thats what it feels like , then watching the show higurashi no naku koro ni , damn epic , well i ma go sleep now , feel very weak and tired , hope tomorrow i will be better . i even canceled breakfast with belinda . oh well , gonna reach school early tomorrow i guess .