Sunday, 1 July 2012

I was told.

1st July 2012,Monday 11:25pm

The world only works when one judge. Promise that was made can be broken in just a blink of an eye. The oath that you made, can be forgotten for what you want. I understand, but that feeling ; The loneliness, i don't want it anymore. Things used to go so well, you know? All i really wanted was for to feel as though we are a family. At the very least, what i want it to feel. But that's alright, like i say to some before: "In every story, that is always an end. You can either choose to end the story the good way or you can end it the bad way." In this case, i choose to let the story be, will the story continue? I don't know. But during my time, acting as my character, i felt this feeling that was lost to me a few years back. Those days was precious, is precious to me. I never wanted things to end this way, but a story gotta end when a story gotta end right? Thank you so much, for all you did in my life. I made an impact, i was able to see hope again. Hope you enjoy what you really feel like right now. Then i told myself, there's no point of being sad over this again, you found your newly found life. I will continue to find whats right for me. Thanks. - Left @ 11:58pm

Sunday, 17 June 2012

Bad end.

18th June 2012 Monday 1:14AM

I've seen it with my eyes. I'm sorry for saying that much, i didn't want you to be sad anymore. No, not for the same reason. I promised you, 3 years ago, the thing that i said, i didn't do it :/ i can't do it. This is an ending. A bad end i would say, yes. If i were to be back there, i would probably tell you, what i want to say. Im sorry.. I didn't keep the promise i made, that oath that i made. Its hard, you know? To see you in that state.. But what good would I make eh? Hope, to see your smile, once more. That smile that i use to like looking at.

-End at 1:37AM